goh ling yi

Since Lingyi has been bugging me about updating my blog.
Lingyi, this post is for YOU.

Lingyi is pretty.
Lingyi is smart.
Lingyi is sexy.
Lingyi is cute.
Lingyi is kind.
Lingyi is generous.
Lingyi is funny.
But sometimes...
Lingyi is horny.
Lingyi is naughty.
Lingyi is lame.
Lingyi is bimbo.
Lingyi is slutty.
Lingyi is bitchy.
Lingyi is noisy.

hehe, i miss you :D
aiyerrrrr, i shy shy
i know u wanna squeeze my tight tight ass gly.
u horny girl :DD

3 Weeks in a glimpse of an eye

So, Right now Sandra's leaving. In another... 6 hours. I would like to sleep for a little while longer, but then due to my stupid presentation @ 9.30am, I would have to wake up early early in the morning after a long night just to see that my class has been canceled. Hence, guess where am I now :) Rock yo!

Play dota, skip class. Then skip more class and more dota.

Ok I'm boring.

I don't know why I blog too. I rather facebook. :D

Yesterday's Feelings; Whatever it means

Today was not the best day for me. There are still better days...
What happened today brought me back to wondering..
"Am I really really really miserable?"
"Are you putting me in misery?"

I wondered and wondered, asked myself, "how did I kept myself smiling, laughing all the time?"
And so, I decided to come online, in the middle of the night, and started reading about my past, which is also the reason why I'm blogging now :)

Things really changed. After the whole 2 years. From a plain girl wearing uniform, trying to spread her wings (which means trying so hard to act like a college girl when she's still in highschool), to a current university girl. Just in a blink of an eye, I am now in university & college life is all behind me! I am now a 1st year DEGREE student! Right, and back to the topic. Looking back at the posts, I can see my true friends, those who stayed with me throughout the whole 2 years, and those who left in between. I was actually VERY close to them, I blogged about them so often, and look at it now, we dont even talk anymore.. But to those who stayed, those are my true friends, although some of them still feel like strangers to me, as we barely spoke to each other, but still, they were there & they are here. :)

Next, from parties to clubs to chilling out and quiet nights. I've changed so much since the past few years. Well I was a clubber, hardcore clubber. I club everyday. 5 days a week? And then I settled down, when I was with my 'ex bf'. & then later on I club again due to IdunnoWHATfuckingREASONS, which made it all fucked up, which made me changed, which turned me upside down... & so people, don't ask me why I don't wanna club next time if I say I don't want to. In my opinion, clubber girls are just.. you know (: I'm sorry if this offended you but yeah, it ruined me. & I don't want this to happen. It's really conditioned, the people who clubs & those who doesnt. Even to clubber guys, you can see that they have different kinda thoughts in their head. & this I can very well see it in my boyfriend. & yes, I do see it in my ex boyfriend's head last time, before he left... :)

So here comes the conclusion. For the things that happened today, maybe you were not the one to be blamed, who else was there to be blamed but ME?! So yeah, I blamed myself for still having the thoughts bout the past. So what if i don't love you like how i loved my ex boyfriend? Doesn't mean that I don't love you, doesn't make you lose the top place in my heart. According to what I heard from the 'guru', 'keep focus of the future, why think back bout the past when it's already gone?' and yes from today, NOW onwards I am DETERMINED to keep my vision onto something that is more worthy to hold on to. It just makes me miserable, makes me afraid of whats in front of me, losing opportunities, losing my FUTURE.

& as what the SuperKat told me, she will always be there for ME! :) I feel so special hee hee.
& I will not hold grudges, even to people who doesnt like me, I will still shoot you a smile k? Although I'll still backstab you but I'll show you a smile.
& I really really really love my boyfriend & I really hope things will workout fine & that I'll learn to comprimise & that you won't be too sensitive bout some certain issues :)))



After 1 year. :) hahaha.

Back!

After the few months being MIA. I just felt like blogging suddenly.
Well,
Exams are soo near. I did not really study for this week, as everyone knows, once exam is near I'm those type who sticks my face in my book. But I don't know why.
Recent addiction- Restaurant City xD
Blame jesse Blame Jesse!!!
Seriously once I get hooked up in a game there's no turning back, except for DOTA ...
wait till I'm good at it k.. :)

Well exams are so near but just these days I've been going out alot. I have no idea why :/ maybe to destressed or some shit like that. But last night was seriously awesome. Sang my heart out although some of them may seem to be pissed cos Ayub & I kept hogging the mic.

In my bf's house now "Studying" + RC. :DDDD


I'm bored x)))

p.s. Genghis Tiong is back............. >:D

a happy post

Elmo loves you so so much
Yes he does
Yes! HE DOES!!
Elmo loves you so so much
HE DOES LOVE YOU!!!

hehehehahahahhaa *elmo laughter*

I enjoy working.

I was sick.

I'm 19.

My dog is cute.

I hate the hospital.

I don't ever wanna go back to the hospital.

and oh did I mention?

My dog is cute :D



I hate blogging.
I'd rather work all day.
Cos not working for a week is draining all my commission away. :(

yesterday,
dated 15.12.09,
10 days before christmas.
Iron balls passed his driving test.

lol.
congratulations.


now someone can fetch his 'mother' around.

Just F.Y.I,
I did not invite anyone when I lock the blog for a day.
I just did it out of randomness cos I was too free.

Haha. So those terasa ones,
don't be. (:

haha.


A cat and rooster were walking along the river.
The cat fell into the river, and the rooster kept laughing.

whats the moral of the story?

Everytime there's a wet pussy, there'll be a happy cock.
-.-;